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| blabalalblalb 2008. new year guys. hmm things feel the same kinda wish for a change though. or maybe just a spark in my life would be good . but for now it def is not. actually in fact its kinda going down hill or maybe these couple of days. or maybe a lot has been going on lately. AHHHHHHHHHH finals are coming up and arena is this friday. 2nd pick:] except junior year and senior year is gonna suck so bad. already had 2 parts of spainsh finals>_< past tense verbs conjugations and command forms of ud. and tu form.. fun. failed the first one great.. got a 64 on chem exit exam.. fun. so i realized im HORRIBLE at taking tests.. hmm had practice yesterday. did REALLYY BAD. ended up conditioning.. which is totally not fun. super tired all the time. i can basically go home lie in bed and sleep but have a hard time sleeping at night. which is bad. and basketball season has just been ruined man.. thanks a lot freshmen _________. or however you spell your name actually i dunno if thats even her correct but she doesnt matter. [i decided to leave her name out but some you might already know who it is. ]taking me and karens managers spots. ugh much. she needs to watch out cause a lot of people dont like her hmph. she needs to chill and have a better attitude too. well now karen and i can only do home games and maybe not even that anymore.. just because shes a friend of the jv coach too bad mr ray likes us better stupid freshmen. MAN i was sooo looking forward to season too. and maybe she just pissed me off so much more cause she was wearing my sweater. disgusting. hmm i had practice yesterday that was terrible my team did so bad we ended up conditioning.. not so cool. hmm and wow that dance performance was def not cool. 1 i forgot to spit out my gum and ms jones is gonna kill me. 2 me and amanda chow were laughing helal bad>_< oops? 3 people noticed us talking.. bad bad . man and on monday when we watch what she recorded oh boy.. bad day bad day... chem lab report due soon crap.. california kick off coming up soon.. horrible.. been arguing a lot with amanda lately too.. fun. shes been moody and she makes me in a really bad mood too. when will things brighten up guys? what happen to them good old days? wow and what ive just been saying is nothing to whats really been going on.. miss those carefree middle school days. so laid back so chill. on all sports no worries about it. life was chill life was fun. i hate growing up.. too bad its never gonna stop. miss living on noriega.. miss living next to the park where i can go anytime just to swing. i love swinging.. now its just to far away... ah sunset rec those were some good times. after that walk down the aisle for graduation at lawtonEnter away message text here. life is pretty different. sometimes i really miss it . cant wait til reailty will one day become better then my dreams. hmm this sounds really emo. whats good about my life right now? hmm i dunoo cant think of anything. but i can def carry a smile on my face like nothing is wrong. staying strong pulling through. if god put you in it he'll pull you through it. kinda forgot that for a little bit, however times god you take really long to pull me through somethings. mothers using computer finish later. | | |
| ah blablalblabllabla WELCOME TO THE GOOOOD LIFEEEEEE. SIKE cross out good. excpet iono how too do that but yeahhhh HEHEHEHHHEHE beans. | | |
| hello so its like 340 am and iono why im awake. hehe talking to bianca when its like 730 om over there in hongkong. abjkdhfkjghfdjkhgakljdf slacking on hw i think i have a lot actually i should get started soon. this is gonan be pointless im tired of typing update later. goodd byeE:] i miss hella people<3 what happen... why did we drift? got have them reunions guys! | | |
| so its 1241 im tired and sore but awake cause no reason. Amanda is cold so i tossed my blanket up to her. three days to braces come off:] whoot! so sore i cant even hold a push up position because i just tired and my body collapsed>_< so tremors 16-2 status. working on stepping up my game in sports school and possibly trying to find a date for winterball . Everything from winterball backfired on me. fun... so practice yesterday what killed me? those 5 minutes and more holding blocking position on toes>_< then those like ten minutes worth of wall squats! total killer. still dateless. .. still thinking if i should even go to winterball. so your down ass friends dont have to be the ones that go to your school or the ones you chill with at school. cause mine are most def not from lowell . oh man im tired what am i doing awake. anyways been seeing my sister stress over college and feeling pressured because shes constantly saying lizzie you gotta do good i wanna see you try. i know shes meaning good but i feel really pressured. i wanna do a lot of things too. school, lowell easy? that just doesnt mix all that well. some of those lowell kids make life look so easy but its not. there is just not enough time in the day to have a life and have great grades. i am trying in school. i know im not even healthy anymore because karen said that when you have bumps on your nails your not healthy. Well all my nails have that . and i cant really eat normally anymore.. but still gaining weight>_< lacking sleep. family compares my body always.. uh just not comfortable and happy with my appearance anymore. no worries guy im not gonna go out and cut parts of my body and kill myself. im smarter then that. so many money problems too>_< i hate how everything is so pricey these days. secret santa budget is 40 max is 50 . i dont even know how ima get 20 dollars.. asking my mom for money is not and opinion... why did i even say yes to doing this. . . i feel bad for delaying my sister car just i wanted to do volleyball i hate how i ruin my family's happiness because shopping is what we loved to do together but now we are no longer to do it because volleyball made money so tight.. im really sorry i am . volleyball is something i really want to do though. i am thankful to have made this team . on top of this there is all that drama going on at school.. high school, when you realize who your real friends are, when you through people to tell whether they are fake or real, to see who your down ass friends are. well met some news one that seem like a keeper. and im just thankful for them being there right now cause theres so much iono how to say to a lot of people but to them i trust and it just flows and comes easily when talking to them. there have been people who disappointed me. people are gonna step out of my life but for now im just thankful for them being there at the moment. ill be there for you if you stay real with me. basketball manager junior boys varsity. lets go guys . start off this year right. so today was the student faculty basketball game. to get money to donate to cancer. gym was most def full. Number one on faculty MR. ISHIBASHI! practiced doing clock was kinda intense. telling someone how to do clock and actually doing it is EXTREMELY intense and different you have no idea. mr ray makes me nervous when im doing clock>_< made my hands kinda sweaty haha. was on intense game. last like ten seconds of the game students scored a three and broke the tie. so students won this one:] good job. mr ray is a very intimating person! indeed. keeping my 7 classes. for next semester and again no 19/20 . Lizzie cheung you promised your friend you would step it up. okies lets follow through. STEP IT UP! iight now ima steal back my blanket and lie down for a little bit . GOOD LOOOKING OUT LITTLE SHORTY. GOOD LOOKING OUT LITTLE HOMIE<3 | | |
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